Thursday, December 22, 2011
Flying my Freak Flag
Just saw this on Pinterest.
Kinda' perfect timing, actually.
I know I am weird. random. silly. crazy, even. I am okay with that... because it is who I am. It's what I do. It's what makes me ME.
But sometimes, I feel like I should be different; change who I am. Change how I behave and act. Temper myself a bit. Calm down ...
Maybe if I did do that, things would be different. "good" different and "bad" different. I don't really know ....
Thoughts running through my mind as I battle the eternal enemies of self-doubt, self esteem, and growing up. People don't always understand that,though I may come across as a confident individual, that is not always the case. I doubt myself in many avenues of my life. I doubt my abilities...my gifts.
Please don't misunderstand what I am saying .... I know I am the child of The King. I know I am blessed and highly favored. I NEVER doubt where I stand in Christ and my relationship with Him.
It's ALL on my end.
The evil one trying to steal my joy.
Dang him :/
The Good News: I am loved. I am me. I am an original, no matter how weird and crazy I am.
.... I just may develop a complex of sorts.
no. big. deal.